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I had a version of my anxiety dream last night.

29 years after sitting my finals and I still wake up in a cold sweat thinking about integration.

What's yours?


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 6:54 am
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My calculus dream or anxiety dream?

I have just been discussing this, I get funny dreams if there are too many covers on the bed.

My top 2 are:

1. running around an airport trying to find a departure gate that doesn't exist or keeps moving.

2. trying to catch or keep hold of my cat, who is running about in a public or dangerous place.

So not much overtime for a psychoanalyst there!


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 6:58 am
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Same - sitting finals, and as in the real life I know I've done loads of work for them and my mind is just a blank. I can visualise the pages of notes that I wrote in lectures - their shape on the page, the equation there, the diagram there......but I can't actually read any of the words.

All I can remember is that the reaction that was named after the researcher that discovered it - is wrongly named because he stole the work from his post-doc. So I write that; maybe I'll get marks for showing at least I turned up and listened in the lecture.

Upon analysis Harry, I think it means that we are worthless human beings, and we know it. HTH 😉


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 7:00 am
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Funny this topic should come up now. I've just woken up from a rather unpleasant dream where someone broke my jaw. I don't remember the person but I do remember that I didn't see them as a friend but I also didn't expect them to do me any harm.

I think it might be work related.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 7:02 am
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1. running around an airport trying to find a departure gate that doesn’t exist or keeps moving.

2. trying to catch or keep hold of my cat, who is running about in a public or dangerous place.

One would seem to be a derivative of the other.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 7:15 am
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One would seem to be a derivative of the other.

👏

Running around my hometown (not where I live now) with my chap out, wearing only a t shirt which is too short to pull down over the fellas, and meeting loads of folk I know.

Not had the dream for a long time now thankfully! 🤣


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 7:25 am
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I still get the 'finals but I've not revised' one.

I actually quite like it now, the relief when you wake up and realise 'hang on... I graduated a decade ago!' is amazing. Mmmmmmmmmmm back to sleep


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 7:32 am
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Realising I haven't started my dissertation/coursework with only weeks to go. As above, it's worth it for the pure relief when I wake up. ☺️


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 7:44 am
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Running around my hometown (not where I live now) with my chap out, wearing only a t shirt which is too short to pull down over the fellas, and meeting loads of folk I know.

Dreams that revisit memories are the best kind.

Realising I haven’t started my dissertation/coursework with only weeks to go. As above, it’s worth it for the pure relief when I wake up. ☺️

Some dreams that revisit memories are the best kind.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 7:51 am
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I dreamed I was explaining the basics of orbital mechanics to my kids.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 8:14 am
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Running around my hometown (not where I live now) with my chap out, wearing only a t shirt which is too short to pull down over the fellas, and meeting loads of folk I know.

Not had the dream for a long time now thankfully!

Dream or recovered memory? 🙂


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 8:50 am
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Infinite Monkey Cage on Dreams

Timely topic, just listened to this yesterday


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 9:03 am
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Me and the mrs still get the 'haven't prepared the lesson' one despite not having been in a classroom for years.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 9:13 am
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I frequently dream that I really need a shit but every toilet I get to is overflowing with turds and paper. The only clean ones I find are in the middle of the office or attached to an outside wall in the street.

I often have dreams in which I'm speaking French.

I'd prefer a dream about a warm oil bath with Sam Fox and Maria Whittaker...


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 9:18 am
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Side effect of taking statins seems to be more vivid dreams, being sent to a clients house to build the engine to their bespoke sports car, with no tools, on their dining table & parts of the engine looked like they'd been under the sea for a decade was quite stressful until I woke up.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 9:20 am
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Dreams that revisit memories are the best kind.

Na, I don't wear short t shirts.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 9:24 am
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I dream about trains not going around corners


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 9:28 am
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running around an airport trying to find a departure gate that doesn’t exist or keeps moving

Flight 209 now arriving Gate 8, Gate 9, Gate 10...


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 9:33 am
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I dream about trains not going around corners

Do you mean bends?

You reminded me of a dream I've had a few times. The train that I'm on is on a stretch of track that has a gap in it. Only a metre or so but over a river. All the passengers tense up as the rake chunters towards the hazard. It's squeaky cheeks time for sure!


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 9:37 am
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The college/uni dread dream is bliss compared to the nightmarish dreams I now get since starting sertraline. Most of them are beyond description. Thankfully they've died down a bit, but my god 😨🤯😵‍💫


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 9:41 am
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Despite having what I consider to be an unusally stressful job for the past decade (propping up the government 😀 ), my stock anxiety dream is still about my German A-level 20 years ago.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 9:58 am
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I thought it was just me dreaming about A level / uni maths exams. The problem is they get worse as I forget more and more as time goes on. I wonder if the elderly have nightmares every night?


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 10:01 am
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I dream about trains not going around corners

Do you mean bends?

You reminded me of a dream I’ve had a few times. The train that I’m on is on a stretch of track that has a gap in it. Only a metre or so but over a river. All the passengers tense up as the rake chunters towards the hazard. It’s squeaky cheeks time for sure!

I seem to remember being told a long time ago, that the curve of a railway line needs to be twice differentiable. Useful stuff calculus, even if it does produce nightmares at times 😀


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 10:02 am
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I dream about trains not going around corners

Do you mean bends?

You reminded me of a dream I’ve had a few times. The train that I’m on is on a stretch of track that has a gap in it. Only a metre or so but over a river. All the passengers tense up as the rake chunters towards the hazard. It’s squeaky cheeks time for sure!

Posted 2 hours ago

Yes, sorry around the bends. What with all the trackside & external carbody furniture. I worry about incorrect gauging.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 12:33 pm
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I seem to remember being told a long time ago, that the curve of a railway line needs to be twice differentiable. Useful stuff calculus, even if it does produce nightmares at times 😀

Yes to a certain extent, but it's not quite as simple as that. You may have for instance a curve with a radius of say 120m which fully develops (i.e. can have two carriages on the curve at the same time) however you will have also a short section before that curve with a larger radius. This is called spiraling and is supposed to prevent sickness due sudden changes in direction. Stuff of nightmares


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 12:39 pm
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I have reoccurring dreams that involve my GCSE's or A-Levels.

The dominant theme is that I'm back at school and redoing these exams but coursework is missing.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 12:55 pm
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When I went back to work for the uni I studied at, that opened up an endless well of dreams about not being able to find classes, turning up and everyone else was still 18 and I was in my 30s, sitting down at exams and not being able to read the paper... Good times! Luckily it's not as easy to chuck someone out of a job as it is for a course.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 1:00 pm
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I still get the ‘finals but I’ve not revised’ one.

This is my most common.

Oh, I have an essay to write...I'd better do some reading... it's due tomorrow? but I haven't read anything, I don't know where to start, I wasn't listening in lectures, oh my god I'm going to fail...

And awake.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 1:14 pm
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Remember as a kid I used to have a dream of being chased and not being able to run away.... Like running through sludge or my legs not working.

The only time I wake up now is when dreaming of cruising down a trail and my front wheel washes out.

When I quit the reefer the dreams I had in the following weeks were so vivid and I was able to control where I was going, like in a computer game. Brilliant. Wears off after a while, mind.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 1:24 pm
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Exactly the same. I sat my Civil Engineering finals in 1976 and still sometimes have nightmares about not being prepared for the maths final. In my case it was Laplace Transforms. I failed to see the point of them or how to do them.

Imagine my delight (!!) to discover during my first job after graduation that I needed the bloody things for a bridge deck design I was given. Funnily enough I've never had nightmares about the bridge falling down.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 1:56 pm
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I often dream that my bedroom is flooding and that everything on the floor next to my bed needs to be lifted away from the water - guitar, books, magazines, etc. I'll wake in the morning to find everything is safely dry but raised up on whatever I can find in the dark, although a few weeks ago I smacked my wife in her sleep with my guitar as I was saving it. 🙁

We live 100m up a hill, about 500m from the sea..


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 2:47 pm
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Running around my hometown (not where I live now) with my chap out, wearing only a t shirt which is too short to pull down over the fellas, and meeting loads of folk I know.

A few years ago I was waiting at the lights in Govanhill and a guy crossed the road in front of me dressed pretty much like that - shirt, tanktop, socks, shoes. Walking quite briskly, focused on the route ahead with a look on his face like he was hoping he might wake up soon. Quite weird to be awake in someone else's anxiety dream.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 4:23 pm
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Uni finals too, not revising or leaving it right up to the last minute....wake up in a cold sweat, then realise it was all back in 1997, phew. Think my young brain was traumatised by uni, strong words, I know, considering what horrible events others go through during life - but to get a re-occuring dream over the last 24 years?!


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 8:55 pm
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Mine is also about remembering I have an exam but I haven't gone to class all year but am fairly sure that actually happened so more of a recurring memory but am not totally sure anymore. I did fail every exam in my first year, got 12% for one exam


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 9:27 pm
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No finals dreams for me, but a dream set in the same time period as uni. It is definitely a dream - that I’m back in a relationship with a particularly unpleasant ex, often mixed up with some present day narrative - but it eventually wakes me up with something that mixes dream with flashback. Shudder.


 
Posted : 15/12/2021 10:10 pm
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I don't get the same dream, but it's usually something along the lines of an event I have caused that has lead to, or is going lead to, an unfathomably massive and hugely public **** up.

Think, sailing an aircraft carrier up a tiny river, somehow passing low bridges and shallow water, then having to turn around and go back, thus smashing bridges and going aground.
Going aground in a ship off a popular beach in Bournemouth.
Trying and failing to put out a small fire (thence big fire) on a ship in New York harbour.
Failing to secure mooring lines and ship is just drifting out to sea with all crew on the quay

Hang on, there's a theme here isn't there?


 
Posted : 16/12/2021 6:34 am
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Remember as a kid I used to have a dream of being chased and not being able to run away…. Like running through sludge or my legs not working.

I sometimes still get a running away dream but rather than running in sludge, I'm sort of floating, like a no gravity world so my legs float up behind me and I can't get them onto the ground. And I have to run with my arms, to pull me along. I don't know what's chasing me - it's never caught me because clearly I'm quite good at floaty runny arm running.


 
Posted : 16/12/2021 7:08 am
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Somewhat bizarrely, last night my dream encompassed both of @hels scenarios. I was trying to get on a plane, with my cat, who kept escaping 🤦 lost him on the bus transfer to the plane...


 
Posted : 16/12/2021 11:18 am
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Overflowing/filthy toilets and desperately needing to go, also loos with no doors.


 
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